SwettyBell98

Well hmmm where should I start? We had a wild adventure xd
So, Lets start when I first met, well, I thought of you as just a random person that was going to leave (I was a little too depressed xd) But, you ended up staying till now which is surprising.

We started to talk A LOT which made me really happy even though we had a few fights I still wanted to talk to you. I started develop feelings for you but I couldn't Itell you because you were dating someone which sucked for me but then those feelings faded away and I liked someone else we dated but thats in the past.

After awhile I realized I needed a break or I needed to quit I tried quitting but something just kept pulling me to this website. I didn't know what kept pulling me to here.

But (I realized I say but a lot xd) after a year or whatever I thought maybe I can see whats happening or maybe I can stay. "You" you were the first one I thought of talking to first I didnt know why back then but I think I do now <3

We talked and talked I stay up later then I did before now because I love talking to you. You were always there for and I always there for you. So back to when I came back I wanted to do what I used to do.

Shipping

So I asked you who you liked and you told me. I tried to help you confess to her but sometimes I felt anger boiling in me but I just ignored and listen to music to help me calm down. (Fun fact I listen to music to calm me down) But I still helped.

Then a few days later I realized I knew what the anger was from. It was from me being jealous I didn't know why I was jealous so I ignored.

"Youre first break with me around"
It was weird I felt sad, lonely, and mad. Yes, mixed emoitions.
I waited for a reply back from you but never got one I was confused but I blew it off and went on the server seen you were on and started talking after a few days I think I dont rememer xd you came back I got really happy.

"You being friendzoned" (Thats how you put it)
I tried to help you but I felt as though it never worked then realized you were going another break. I was confused this break was longer I tried making stay but never work so you made a deal with me and I loved that deal. I was so happy.

"Feelings??"
I realized I started gaining feelings again I was stupid and tried to tell myself they werent really feelings and a lot more stuff to get him off my mind ,_,

"Stuff is happening xd"
It never worked so I thought of giving off hints, asking you for help and stuff. But I still thought you were in love with youre one crush (NOT SAYING NAMES)
But to get it off my chest I thought of telling you. I thought it was gonna end bad but it didn't <33
Even though you scared me xd

"This week"
Monday: I was thinking of a day to tell you I thought Wednesday was good or this day but nope got too scared xd
Tuesday: I told you I couldn't keep it hidden anymore
We confessed each other!! <33
Wednesday: Was weird xd I think we started sending hearts I dont know but we started moving fast MY FAULT
Thursday: Hearts!!! and a surprise on Friday?
Friday: More hearts <333 And a rank .O.

I love every moment we talk (I wrote stalk not talk oops xd)
Youre always making me smile my dad even asks me while do I smile a lot xd
Youre so fun to talk to
Youre sweet really sweet even though were cringy its okay xd were cringy together xd
You make me laugh and I rarely laugh
I love you and everything about you, Eric.
I hope we can meet irl in the future <3
<3
Im cringy sorry xd
Hope I didn't write to much