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Jun 19, 2007 (Age: 12)
trying not to die


Notable Member, Female, 12, from concerts

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if i’m getting sick i’m actually going to cry Feb 25, 2020 at 10:19 AM

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    1. gxlden_dxys
      if i’m getting sick i’m actually going to cry
    2. Dallyy
      you're such an amazing, selfless person. I hope you know that ♡♡
      1. gxlden_dxys
        Feb 25, 2020 at 6:00 AM
    3. _PineappleDeath_
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      2. gxlden_dxys
        see wha-
        Feb 25, 2020 at 2:33 AM
      3. _PineappleDeath_
        A pretty gorl!! <3
        Feb 25, 2020 at 2:45 AM
        TheCooki3Cat, _TbhAlsie and Dallyy like this.
      4. gxlden_dxys
        Feb 25, 2020 at 3:03 AM
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    4. Mal
      love me love me say that u love me fool me fool me oh how u do me kiss me kiss me say that u miss me
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    5. Mal
    6. Dallyy
      i love u bb(no homo ofc), i hope everything is alright/gets better. if you ever need to talk just rant in the group chat, kay? we're here for you. ♡
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      2. _PineappleDeath_
        There’s a chat without me??
        Feb 25, 2020 at 1:03 AM
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      3. Dallyy
        its on some app we use called picsart
        Feb 25, 2020 at 1:07 AM
      4. gxlden_dxys
        it’s on an app called picsart ;(
        Feb 25, 2020 at 1:07 AM
    7. gxlden_dxys
      i’m ok ig. just gonna be a long few weeks mentally and physically.
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      2. forsqken_
        Understandable. <3
        Feb 25, 2020 at 2:00 AM
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    9. gxlden_dxys
      i never realized how bad my old house affected me until now, sitting in front of it makes me feel sick to my stomach.
    10. gxlden_dxys
      ew i look disgusting
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      2. TheCooki3Cat
        I bet you look lovely.
        Feb 24, 2020 at 9:21 PM
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    11. gxlden_dxys
      i’m tempted to just tape my eyes open so i can keep working on school instead of falling asleep
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    12. gxlden_dxys
      autotune? we don’t know her
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    13. gxlden_dxys
      when the best song gets nO REPRESENTATION
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    14. gxlden_dxys
      patiently waits for a cryptic message on twitter
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    15. gxlden_dxys
      this is complicated
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    16. gxlden_dxys
      why is this in spanish i just wanna vote for a song? ;((
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    17. gxlden_dxys
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      2. TheCooki3Cat
        Feb 24, 2020 at 8:12 PM
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    18. gxlden_dxys
      i’m just vibing don’t mind me
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    19. gxlden_dxys
      “but it’s frowned upon in all fifty states”
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    20. gxlden_dxys
      i have such a bad feeling about tomorrow (well today actually) and it’s driving me insane
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  • About

    Jun 19, 2007 (Age: 12)
    trying not to die
    Minecraft Username:
    fav songs
    -famous last words - mcr
    -memories - p!atd
    -golden days - p!atd
    -nicotine - p!atd
    -far too young to die - p!atd
    -can’t fight against the youth - p!atd
    -london beckoned for songs... - p!atd
    -the calendar - p!atd
    -i wanna be free - p!atd
    -trade mistakes - p!atd
    -girls/girls/boys - p!atd
    -old fashioned - p!atd
    -but it’s better if you do - p!atd
    -lying is the most fun... - p!atd
    -literally every p!atd song
    -i’m not okay (i promise) - mcr
    -the kids from yesterday - mcr
    -teenagers - mcr
    -the light behind your eyes - mcr
    -the world is ugly - mcr
    -the only hope for me is you - mcr
    -na na na na - mcr
    -welcome to the black parade - mcr
    -disenchanted - mcr
    -midnight thoughts - sio
    -go to bed angry - sio
    -why worry - sio
    -ancient history - sio
    -forever stuck in our youth - sio
    -bad guy - sio
    -bleak december - sio
    -me w/o us - sio
    -uncontainable - sio
    -so predictable - sio
    -stitch me up - sio
    -for you forever - sio

    ...to be continued

    where can you find me?
    when i’m not on forums, these are the socials/my ign

    main: gxlden_dxys
    second: mxlkyvenus




    facts about me!!
    ᪥ my favorite color is either gold, pale yellow, or different shades of blue!

    ᪥ i love winter, even though my birthday is in june

    ᪥ i’ve been to 5 concerts in total. my first ever was when i was six (don’t judge me abt who i saw aa) i saw big time rush (kill me ik) and victoria justice (i loved victorious as a kid

    ᪥ my eyes actually have 3 diff colors in them. dark blue around the outer iris, green in the middle, then a bronze around the pupil. i usually just say my eyes are green though. they’ve became very vibrant!

    ᪥ i’m 5’5......somehow. i’m one of the tallest in my grade last i knew. except for my annoying ex friend who is like 5’9, prob taller now (we don’t talk abt him)

    ᪥ i’m really into alternative-hard rock music. as you can tell by my account.

    ᪥ to give some light on my likings with alternative bands. i first got into p!atd in december 2018 (december 19th to be exact). i just fell in love with brendon’s voice lmao. i stayed up all night listening to the albums- i saw panic! on january 23rd 2019, and i wish i could go back to that night.
    fast forward to the summer. i had always known abt mcr, but i didn’t get into them truly until july-ish. i was listening to their albums a lot more and became hooked. i was sad bc they weren’t together at the time, but they’re back now (i may not have cried-) o3o
    i also started listening to sio during the summer.
    like mcr, i’d known abt the music for awhile but revisited the music. i listened to the midnight album on repeat then revisited their other albums. i fully got into the music in september-november.
    i have many more bands that i like (idkhow, falling in reverse, new year’s day, etc) but those are my main favorites.

    ᪥ i’m a gemini!! i do like horoscopes and all that. i just find it very interesting.

    ᪥ i believe in ghosts. i’m a crazy woman no need to tell me xD

    ᪥ i have this odd talent of being able to memorize songs very easily. if it’s a song i truly enjoy, it only takes two or three listens and i’ll know all the words. if it’s a song that’s not my fav but it’s okay, it’ll take a little longer. i like to annoy my friends with it bc i know most of the songs on the radio •ᴥ•

    ᪥ i have almost every p!atd shirt from hot topic- my mom just gets them for me. luckily she isn’t the parents to be like oMg eW bAd mUsIc

    • i love to write! i don’t share it with anyone other than my two closest rl friends, i usually send it to one if i need help writing dark stuff. my story with the most words has 28,111 words. i’ve spent 12hrs and 18mins on it. i haven’t finished it oops. i kindve got distracted with other things

    • my favorite story that i’ve done, however, has 26,611 words. i also never finished that one- it transitions from a high school based story to a true crime story. i would spend hours working on it over the summer. i need to finish it ik smh

    ᪥ [more to come]



    sorry if you weren’t on here- i love you all
    also this was only friends on forums/in game

    i love you so so sO much. words can’t describe how much you mean to me. i’m so glad we chimed i’m on each other’s convos in hub that one night. we haven’t known each other for too long but i’d give the world for you. we’re like actual twins (but born 2 years apart). we may be 300+ miles in distance but our hearts will always be close. i pray we can meet up sometime this spring/summer so we can exchange #’s, meet up more after, call each other, and go to p!atd concerts together. you’ve helped me so much this past month or so, idk how i’d ever repay you. ilysm

    2013: victoria justice & big time rush
    2015: dierks bentley
    2015: dierks bentley
    2017: dierks bentley
    2019: panic! at the disco

    my mom rly likes dierks bentley so i’d go along ok

    [to be continued] (hopefully soon)

    a lot of this will prob be repeated from the facts abt me

    aa okay hi

    so my name is Victoria Grace [not saying]. most of my rl friends know me as Grace bc we have a Victoria in our friend group. don’t call me Victoria unless you have my permission tho. i’ll break your kneecaps if you call me it w/o permission. (ally you’ve already started calling me victoria tho that’s okay you have my permission) most ppl on mc just call me venus/tainted/gecko/a nickname. (tainted and gecko are past igns)

    i have brown hair and mostly green eyes. my hair is bleached and dyed blue, though. so i most likely won’t have my natural color back for awhile. i actually like my natural color but i’ve always wanted to dye my hair. so we decided to do it. it was professionally done bc my mom can’t do unnatural colors.

    i did dance from when i was 3-10. i would have continued but my fav teacher left. i tried it out w/ the other teachers and they were okay, but i just didn’t like them as much. i’ll put my dance timeline after this spoiler.

    i did choir from 3rd-5th grade. in 3rd we won 2nd for state competition, and in 4th we won 1st. in 5th we didn’t do it but i did win MVP for our overall group. in 6th i originally had it as an elective, but quit due to throat surgery.

    that’s really it lmao. feel free to ask me questions, as long as they aren’t too personal.

    3 y/o - 6 y/o: tap dance
    6 y/o: ballet (i hated it)
    7 y/o - 10 y/o: modern, jazz, and lyrical

    psa: this is for @_PineappleDeath_ ik there’s a lot of maddies on here.

    aa hi luv. i just wanna say you’re so dang sweet and such an idol like i don’t see how. i struggle to even look at people nicely-. i hope you know how much we all appreciate your work and everyone else’s work on the server. you and the other staff make it so much more enjoyable on here.
    also tysm for helping me with stuff on the server and personal. i rly needed the support that you gave. it truly helped, in ways words can’t define. i just wanted to hug u last night aa. i’m always afraid to turn to people for stuff but ik i can go to you..so thank you. idk if i’ll ever be able to thank you enough. ٩(๑ᵒ̴̶̷͈᷄ᗨᵒ̴̶̷͈᷅)و


    Xbox Live Gamertag:
    gxlden_dxys #3872


    [fee-ka] . noun
    a moment to slow down and appreciate the good things in life
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