forsqken_
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forsqken_

Notable Member, Female, from ℓαɳ∂ σƒ ƭɦε ƒαℓℓεɳ

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I fell so hard for you but you didn't catch me. Feb 20, 2020 at 9:20 PM

    1. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      I fell so hard for you but you didn't catch me.
      1. callmedqddy and ruined like this.
    2. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      I seriously need to quit this place but it's dIffIcuLt
      1. IcyMelantha likes this.
      2. IcyMelantha
        IcyMelantha
        I know right? But I think it’s also a bit of a good thing In some way
        Feb 20, 2020 at 1:01 AM
    3. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      I'm so worthless
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      2. gxlden_dxys
        gxlden_dxys
        no ur nawt
        Feb 19, 2020 at 4:00 AM
      3. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Dist, I am unsure what you were saying "true" abt.
        Feb 19, 2020 at 4:09 AM
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      4. dist
        dist
        What that venuz person said
        Feb 19, 2020 at 4:41 AM
    4. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      Bye <3
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      2. KSProductions
        Feb 19, 2020 at 3:45 AM
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      3. gxlden_dxys
        gxlden_dxys
        agreed w/ forsaken on dis one
        Feb 19, 2020 at 4:01 AM
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      4. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Hes lucky i didn't start ranting. Thats not even half of what i wanted to say but I gotta keep my mouth shut sometimes
        Feb 19, 2020 at 4:02 AM
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    5. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      ANYONE WITH GLASSES WILL UNDERSTAND MY AVATAR LOL. LIKE/COMMENT IF U WEAR GLASSES TOO AND THIS IS RELATABLE.
      1. _MysticalMaegan_ and zVenus like this.
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      3. KSProductions
        KSProductions
        Lol chill
        Feb 17, 2020 at 9:06 PM
      4. _MysticalMaegan_
        _MysticalMaegan_
        Relatable soooo hard xD
        “How many fingers am I holding up?”
        “4”
        “Bruh I thought you’d say 8 since you’re that blind”
        And then when they wear my glasses they’re like “I CANT SEE ANYTHING ITS ALL BLURRY” wut difference would it make-
        Feb 17, 2020 at 9:08 PM
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      5. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        IM NOT MAD KS I JUST HAVE THIS ON CAPS LOCK AND IM TOO LAZY TO FIX IT LOL SORRY
        Feb 17, 2020 at 9:14 PM
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    6. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      Why am I so scared of loving you?
      1. IcyMelantha likes this.
    7. _TbhAlsie
      _TbhAlsie
      HAIIII ADDY!!!! HOW ARE YOU TODAY??? :DDDD <3
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      2. _TbhAlsie
        _TbhAlsie
        Awww that sounds fun! How was it?
        Feb 16, 2020 at 8:23 PM
      3. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Pretty funnn
        Feb 16, 2020 at 8:44 PM
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      4. _TbhAlsie
        _TbhAlsie
        That’s good :3
        Feb 16, 2020 at 8:51 PM
    8. KSProductions
      KSProductions
      Do u have Instagram?
      1. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        No.
        Feb 16, 2020 at 7:10 PM
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    9. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      The person who is always there for everyone has no one to be there for them.
      1. _PineappleDeath_ likes this.
    10. gxlden_dxys
      gxlden_dxys
      oh mah lordy tysm
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      2. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Np <33
        Feb 15, 2020 at 6:47 PM
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    11. Mal
      Mal
      thanks for the likes! ❤️
      1. SmhAustinn likes this.
      2. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Np ^^
        Feb 15, 2020 at 6:06 PM
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    12. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      í'm thαt pєrsσn thαt єvєrчσnє rєplαcєs αftєr α whílє.
      1. _TbhAlsie and Dallyy like this.
    13. chrysos
      chrysos
      HAPPY VALENTINES DAYY ADDY
      also beautiful name <3
      1. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO U TOO <3 AND TYSM
        Feb 15, 2020 at 1:29 AM
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    14. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      Dead profile :)
      1. _TbhAlsie likes this.
    15. _TbhAlsie
      _TbhAlsie
      Happy Valentines Day Addy!!!! <3333
      1. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Tyy <33 you tooo. Ilyyyyy <33
        Feb 14, 2020
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    16. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      Happy Valentine's dayyy. Shoutout to the lonely people like me.
      1. _TbhAlsie likes this.
      2. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Lolll.
        Feb 14, 2020
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    17. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      it took a while, but eventually, i stopped looking back.
      1. _TbhAlsie and gxlden_dxys like this.
    18. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      I hope he treats you better then he treated me.
      1. _TbhAlsie, gxlden_dxys and Dallyy like this.
      2. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        I'm not saying this because I'm jealous, I'm saying this because I wish you luck.
        Feb 13, 2020
        _TbhAlsie and gxlden_dxys like this.
    19. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADDIEEE AHHHHHH!!!!! <3333
      1. _TbhAlsie and gxlden_dxys like this.
    20. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      Just noticed I joined the server (xxbruhitsaddyxx ive had tts since then) on oct. 10 then joined forums exactly a year later.
      1. _TbhAlsie and gxlden_dxys like this.
      2. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Btw XxBruhItsAddyxX was my second acc on the server, I had one other where I joined in like september
        Feb 12, 2020
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      3. _PineappleDeath_
        _PineappleDeath_
        Wait.. didn’t I reset your password once xD
        Feb 12, 2020
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      4. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Yes yes i think yew did! XD yep, ive changed my name several times, and ive had three different accs overall..
        Feb 12, 2020
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  • About

    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    April 14
    Location:
    ℓαɳ∂ σƒ ƭɦε ƒαℓℓεɳ
    Occupation:
    Running out of time.
    Minecraft Username:
    iifxllenrqse
    I'll come back, when you call me. No need to say goodbye.









    We pretend that we're okay.


    I'm sorry. I don't know how many times I can say that until I really believe it, but I am. I know that. But sorry won't let the past fade, will it? It was probably both of us, and our stubborn personalities that kept us apart for all these years, not wanting to let down our guard and saying how we felt. To hell with that. I miss you, my MnM, god I miss you so much.
    It's not the same without you. Walking down the hallways isn't even the same, without someone by my side, calling me "shortie" and making jokes about how freaking small I am lol. It was the little moments that meant to most to me.
    I remember the day when we were in prek and I was too scared to pet the horse on farm day. It was you who calmed me down and told me it would be okay. I'd give anything to hear your voice speak to me like that. So calming, so trustworthy.
    Man, you'd think after all these years id get over it. It's been 2 freaking years and I still can't get my old bestie outta my head. You're just stuck in there. Constantly on my mind as regret fogs my mind and makes tears drip. Because I regret everything I ever said.

    I do need you. I need you like so freaking much that I'm writing paragraphs about you because I'm so desperate to get my bestie back. And I miss you. I miss you so much. We don't talk that much, and the second we stop, I miss you already. And I love you. I love my bestie more than anything. But my best friend hurt me more than anything, and we faded away.
    We hurt each other more than words could explain, maybe because of the fact we werent willing to understand each other. I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry for for every stupid thing I said, and in my head how I said that I didn't need you. I need you so much, and this proves it. I wish I could have the courage to go up to you and hug you, and never let you go.
    You're like a big sis to me. And when we were going through something hard together yesterday, you held my hand, and I felt like we were children again. It was so nice. I know we are still okay friends, but I miss our childhood sleepovers, our chats, our totally embarrassing moments like the time you spilled ice cream alllllll over me xD It was hilarious but I was so mad at you. But I'd always forgive you.
    So why was it then that we couldn't forgive each other. Was it built up anger? Grudges against each other? No matter how many times we fought, even a hug would make it better. But why then? Why couldn't out stupid selves just put away our pride and forgive? I forgave you so long ago, I just haven't forgiven myself yet for letting you go.



    thank you girl for everything, you mean more to me than I can say <3 You were my first friend, and you are my best friend <3 I miss you a lot you know, you're not on very often. I wish you were on more often. But I can understand if you're busy. You accepted me for me when everyone else was against me, you understand me <3 I love playing with you, you're absoulutely hilarious. Your raging is hilarious xD it really is. You will always be my best friend. Always <3 no one will ever replace you, okay? I can promise you this.
    ~Love, your Adds. (This was made for @Cinderluna08)
    BESTIESSS:
    TheCooki3Cat
    TbhAlsie_
    Cinderluna08 (ilysmm girllll <33)
    Smhmaddieeeeeeeeee
    Dallasss (aka dally)
    ALIIYY AKA ALOYY
    Allymac_
    _pineappledeath_
    Smhaustinn
    Slumped2 (aka jay)
    KYYY (AKA KYRING)
    Gxlden_dxys (wahahahaha yes I added yews)


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    Ok Haiiii! So first of all, my name is Addy, or Addi, whichever you prefer. I'm 12 years old and in 7th grade. I have medium length blonde hair, with glasses and a small face xD I'm a short macaroon who is super nerdy :p I love love to write, and read. When I get older I want to be one of the following: an author, an architect, or an arachnologist (someone who studies spiders) what's cool is all of my dream jobs start with an A! (My name starts with an A if you don't understand) weirdly enough, I have been obsessed with the fascinating arachnids, also known as spiders! They are very misunderstood, many people find them terrifying! While their eight legs and eight eyes are intimidating, they really are cool. So yeah, I love spiders xD Anywaysssss, my favorite colors are coral and lavender, and any other 'soft' color.
    I am an outgoing person, I love to share my opinion. I also am a worrier, I worry about everythingggg. It's exhausting xD I worry a lot about what other people think about me, and if I've pleased them. I'm a people pleaser, it's true. If I make you smile or even make you satisfied, it brightens my day. But whenever I fail or do not do it well enough, I get super self conscious and the world starts spinning. When people call me out for my mistakes or realize that I didn't do it right, I feel like crying or huddling up in a ball.


    Despite that, I handle stages and talking infront of others quite well, I have zero to no stage fright. People are always saying I should be the main lead in a play xD

    I am a relatively gentle, caring and loving person, I always want to make new friends and show them who I am. Yes, I would love to be anyones friend, I love conversations ^^

    I am superr forgetful :notworthy: not on purpose, but like, if someone tells me to do something, I will forget like 5 mins later xD if this ever happens, do not be shy to remind me xD i wont be mad lol. but like, I can remember very specific dates and things someone said a long time ago so like xD

    My irl life has been rough this year, rougher than it ever has been. I don't wanna draw attention to myself, but I'll just say it's a struggle. I've also had many negativr interactions with several people on here, and they've hurt me with their words and toxicness. They made me feel unwanted, which was very hard. But people have told me to not listen to them, but that's extremely difficult for me, considering that I'm a people pleaser. I like it when people like me. It's hard not to listen to what others say. But I've been working on it.

    I suck at all sports. Totally off topic, but imma just say that. I am a failure in all things althetic, except for being a speedy lil nerd xD I'm fast, but that's about all. I can't throw or catch anything, I can't kick a soccer ball without tripping over it, and I can't hit a baseball. I'm only kinda good at hockey, that's the only sport I like. I love tumbling, (basically gymnastics without bars or beam) but I was taken out of it due to financial issues. And I miss tumbling.

    I'm a Christian, so you will rarely see me cuss around here. I try to show others jesus's love, and act how he would. But ofc, I can't, because Jesus is perfect and I am not xD

    Last thing I wanna say is thank you to all my friends, the friends who stuck with me even when I was probably a pain in the butt. You all are truly amazing. I love you <3

    Shoutout to @TheCooki3Cat for buying me a diamond rank and tt!!!

    Sorry to bother you but I think I've fallen in love with you.

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    I am รƭ૨σɳɠ
    I am Ⓟⓐⓣⓘⓔⓝⓣ
    I am ℓσνιиg
    I am cαяιηg
    I am ℓσყαℓ
    I am вєαυтιfυℓ

    I am me.

    Because of him, I can handle
    hєαrtвrєαk.

    Because of her, I can handle ραเɳ.

    Because of them, I can handle נυ∂gємєит.

    Because of everyone, I have been made stronger. Thank you for the heartbreak, pain, judgement, and so much more. I am now stronger then before <3

    I'm not dead yet, so watch me burn.


    This Little Girl and That Little Boy





    Your fifth birthday

    Is when you said

    "Lets be friends, before the day ends."

    Little did I know, that we'd be friends forever,

    And that as I got older,

    Touching shoulder to shoulder,

    That this little girl

    Would fall in love

    With this little boy

    And now as I watch us grow up

    I wonder

    Will our friendship still stay the same

    Or will we

    Fade away

    'Cause, little did I know

    That this little girl

    Would fall in love

    With this little boy

    And all I'm wishin'

    Is that you

    Would see

    Me

    Like I

    See

    You

    So when you look at me

    Is there something else there that I can't see

    Or am I still that same girl

    Who fell in love with that boy.
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