forsqken_
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forsqken_

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Only when you're lonely can you realize how cruel the world can really be. Feb 28, 2020 at 4:01 AM

    1. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      Only when you're lonely can you realize how cruel the world can really be.
    2. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      "Happily waiting, all on my own, under the endless sky. Counting the seconds, standing alone, as thousands of years go by"-Steven Universe
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      2. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Finally something
        Finally news
        About how the story ends
        She doesn't exist now
        Survived by her son
        And all of her brand new friends
        Feb 27, 2020 at 12:37 AM
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      3. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Isn't that lovely?
        Isn't that cool?
        And isn't that cruel?
        And aren't I a fool to have
        Happily listened
        Happy to stay
        Happily watching her drift
        Drift
        Drift away
        Feb 27, 2020 at 12:38 AM
      4. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        ~Drift Away, Steven Universe.
        Feb 27, 2020 at 12:40 AM
    3. KendraHawk
      KendraHawk
      hiii, love, i just wanted to let you know that you're such a kind hearted person and i really hope you're having an amazing day. <3
      1. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Aw thank you, you too <3
        Feb 27, 2020 at 12:21 AM
    4. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      Everybody deserves the spotlight sometimes.
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    5. forsqken_
      forsqken_
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      2. TheCooki3Cat
        TheCooki3Cat
        ❤️❤️❤️❤️
        Feb 26, 2020 at 12:57 PM
    6. zVenus
      zVenus
      I like your pfp! Soo pretty! <33
      1. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Thanks <33
        Feb 26, 2020 at 12:25 PM
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    7. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      There will always be people in the world who get more attention then others. There will always be people shoved into the backround.
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      2. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        And I feel so bad for the people who dont get loved, or cared for, because simply, other people get that love. Someone gets twice as much love, somebody else is barely noticed.
        Feb 26, 2020 at 4:45 AM
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      3. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        We all know of the people in the backround, we know who they are. But we choose to stand and not do anything. Not to pick them up, or give them the love and attention that they want.

        People say wanting attention is bad, but everybody deserves to be the center of attention every once in a while. Everybody deserves a standing ovation, just for them.
        Feb 26, 2020 at 4:50 AM
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      4. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Everyone deserves the spotlight on them sometimes.
        Feb 26, 2020 at 4:50 AM
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    8. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      ~sσmєwhєrє, thєrє's sσmєвσdч whσ drєαms σf чσur smílє~
    9. KSProductions
      KSProductions
      Yk u can save photos to ur library without doing a screenshot.
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        Feb 26, 2020 at 1:46 AM
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        Feb 26, 2020 at 1:46 AM
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      4. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        I didnt like the avatar anyway lol
        Feb 26, 2020 at 1:48 AM
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    10. KSProductions
      KSProductions
      Ur black pfp has white on it
      1. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        I know.
        I have it black for a reason, and I do not have "fake depression" if you were wondering.
        There is a reason.
        Feb 25, 2020 at 1:58 AM
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      2. KSProductions
        KSProductions
        Nah I’m just saying u have white in ur black pfp
        Feb 25, 2020 at 2:00 AM
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      3. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        I know.
        Feb 25, 2020 at 2:00 AM
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    11. zVenus
      zVenus
      Everythings gonna be fine. We're not that close, we don't know each other but still. I hope for the best for your lil precious baby bro and for you. I may sound like a (idk) but just pray and be strong for you and your bro. You both doesn't deserve this so much pain but he (god) have reasons. Just be strong. <333
    12. UpsideDxwn
      UpsideDxwn
      why ur pfp black
      1. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Rough past days. My little brother is in the ER.
        Feb 24, 2020 at 10:36 PM
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        Feb 24, 2020 at 10:37 PM
    13. TheCooki3Cat
      TheCooki3Cat
      Hello lovely, how are you doing today?
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      2. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        His pulse is also low.
        Feb 24, 2020 at 9:27 PM
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      3. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Makes me worryyyyy
        Feb 24, 2020 at 9:27 PM
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      4. TheCooki3Cat
        TheCooki3Cat
        I'm sorry love...I hope it get's better.
        Feb 24, 2020 at 10:38 PM
    14. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      if i could go back to the day we met, im sorry, but i would turn around and walk the other way.
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    15. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      I miss me. The old me. The happy me. The bright me. The smiling me. The laughing me. The gone me.
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      3. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Heck, I remember coming home from school every day and jumping onto brokenlens, and being so happy on there. I was decently popular, i had many friends. But, suddenly, my friends disappeared. Brokenlens became boring. It was never the same.
        Feb 23, 2020 at 9:59 PM
      4. KSProductions
        KSProductions
        I actually agree. I became so toxic bc of this server. Kinda wish i was my old self too.
        Feb 23, 2020 at 11:14 PM
      5. zVenus
        zVenus
        We can only just look back to it, but it's your choice to change yourself. Everything changes from time to time. Clock is ticking, time is running. Find your happiness, have your motivation. Don't worry dear one just keep going and eventually it'll go back how it used to be. <3
        Feb 25, 2020 at 12:05 AM
    16. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      We started with a simple hello and ended with a complicated goodbye.
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    18. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      Why did I trust you when I knew you were holding a knife?
    19. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      Alsie and luna are my beeeeeeeeeestest friendsssssss <33333 love y'all
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      2. _TbhAlsie
        _TbhAlsie
        Awwwwhhh Addy you are one of my bestest friends too <333 Ilysmmmmm❤️❤️❤️
        Feb 22, 2020 at 1:31 AM
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      3. forsqken_
        forsqken_
        Ilysm too <333
        Feb 22, 2020 at 1:35 AM
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    20. forsqken_
      forsqken_
      I fell so hard for you but you didn't catch me.
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    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    April 14
    Location:
    ℓαɳ∂ σƒ ƭɦε ƒαℓℓεɳ
    Occupation:
    Running out of time.
    Minecraft Username:
    iifxllenrqse
    I'm sorry. I don't know how many times I can say that until I really believe it, but I am. I know that. But sorry won't let the past fade, will it? It was probably both of us, and our stubborn personalities that kept us apart for all these years, not wanting to let down our guard and saying how we felt. To hell with that. I miss you, my MnM, god I miss you so much.
    It's not the same without you. Walking down the hallways isn't even the same, without someone by my side, calling me "shortie" and making jokes about how freaking small I am lol. It was the little moments that meant to most to me.
    I remember the day when we were in prek and I was too scared to pet the horse on farm day. It was you who calmed me down and told me it would be okay. I'd give anything to hear your voice speak to me like that. So calming, so trustworthy.
    Man, you'd think after all these years id get over it. It's been 2 freaking years and I still can't get my old bestie outta my head. You're just stuck in there. Constantly on my mind as regret fogs my mind and makes tears drip. Because I regret everything I ever said.

    I do need you. I need you like so freaking much that I'm writing paragraphs about you because I'm so desperate to get my bestie back. And I miss you. I miss you so much. We don't talk that much, and the second we stop, I miss you already. And I love you. I love my bestie more than anything. But my best friend hurt me more than anything, and we faded away.
    We hurt each other more than words could explain, maybe because of the fact we werent willing to understand each other. I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry for for every stupid thing I said, and in my head how I said that I didn't need you. I need you so much, and this proves it. I wish I could have the courage to go up to you and hug you, and never let you go.
    You're like a big sis to me. And when we were going through something hard together yesterday, you held my hand, and I felt like we were children again. It was so nice. I know we are still okay friends, but I miss our childhood sleepovers, our chats, our totally embarrassing moments like the time you spilled ice cream alllllll over me xD It was hilarious but I was so mad at you. But I'd always forgive you.
    So why was it then that we couldn't forgive each other. Was it built up anger? Grudges against each other? No matter how many times we fought, even a hug would make it better. But why then? Why couldn't out stupid selves just put away our pride and forgive? I forgave you so long ago, I just haven't forgiven myself yet for letting you go.



    thank you girl for everything, you mean more to me than I can say <3 You were my first friend, and you are my best friend <3 I miss you a lot you know, you're not on very often. I wish you were on more often. But I can understand if you're busy. You accepted me for me when everyone else was against me, you understand me <3 I love playing with you, you're absoulutely hilarious. Your raging is hilarious xD it really is. You will always be my best friend. Always <3 no one will ever replace you, okay? I can promise you this.
    ~Love, your Adds. (This was made for @Cinderluna08)
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    ALIIYY AKA ALOYY
    Allymac_
    _pineappledeath_
    Smhaustinn
    Slumped2 (aka jay)
    KYYY (AKA KRYING)
    Gxlden_dxys (wahahahaha yes I added yews)

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    Autophobia (n.)

    The dread of being alone, or isolated.
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