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CinderPuppyEyes
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❝ ⌜ be happy; it makes me happy to see you the way you were meant to be ⌟ ❞ Jul 13, 2020
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for you,it shocks me for how much i wish for what is lost and cannot come back. it is strange how we hold onto the pieces of the past while we wait for our futures. i loved my friend. he went away from me. there's nothing more to say. the poem ends, soft as it began -- i loved my friend. but i suppose someone always has to leave first. this is a very old story. there is no other version of this story.
the one who never knew how much i loved you,
maybe i miss you more than i remember you. but at the same time, i will have to remember you for longer than i have ever known you, and i am unsure whether i can come to terms with that.
i may not have said i loved you then, but i almost did. i felt i should have. sometimes i wish i could write to you. a long and beautiful letter. thank you. sorry. i remember you more often than i'd like. i miss you but i cannot remember what it is that i miss. i wish i could call you now and hear your voice. i understand why you wouldn't answer.
i'm struck with the wondering thought of asking myself how many times one thing can keep breaking your heart. i suppose the answer is as long as you keep loving it. that's just the trouble with loving a wild thing: you're always left watching the door.
i don't want to be the one who mourns everything when everyone else has forgotten. it's mortifying. it's mortifying to be the one who remembers. but what is lonelier; to grieve or not love anyone enough to?
i am much too young, and maybe i've loved you too much for i cannot think of you apart from love. maybe i remember too much and maybe i hold onto it jealously and unrelentingly, but where else would i put it all down? maybe if i loved you less i would be able to talk about it more.
my grief is tremendous but my love for you is bigger. know i love you.
i love you. i love you. i love you. Interact
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my darling, this is the time for you to understand that no matter the distance and no matter what happens, like the moon, in all your fractions and your phases, i love you.
